Loves Are Blind :)

I'm currently busy with working, It feels bored!

I miss my friends hell yeah <3

Especially Sarah, Shepherd, Meatball, Denise, Panda & my close KawanKu <3

I'm sorry for not updating :)

My moods are not stable,

the upset feeling stays.

Look at the path we've been walking together throughout the times,

I'm left alone now ;'(

You see my tears, you asked me to be strong, u turn and start walking away.

I see your back facing me, walking further n further, my tears roll down and tell me how much I want you to stay.

Each and everytime you leave, I wonder when am I able to see you again.

The first 6months, you said it was great bacause it was just the starting.

Now we truely know more about each other and if we're meant to be.

Things are different & There are no perfect relationship.

Between us, you've hurt me and also the one started with all the lies.

Slowly, I take things forgranted and think everything is fine so being over day by day.

I started to not care & concern much,

cause the way I'm, I almost lose you.

I realize it after you've spoken to me and what had happened,

I can't be too stubborn and should change how I'm.

When I did, you're the one being like how I used to be.

It hurts so badly, again & again.

You made me tear, You hurt me deeply, You upset me, You disappoint me, You make my hearbeat goes faster whenever I'm near u, You made me love you even more, You disappoint me, You made me lost my trust & faith in you.

My words are harsh, it actually shows that I care but I'm sorry for before.

Appearance look tough but inside not all the time "kukuh" .

Just so you know, I always care about you.

If anythin happen to you, I would take my life to save yours.

Throughout the times, so many things had happened.

I still love you madly.

It shows that Loves Are Blind.

When you love someone, eventhough you don't get any repay but you wouldn't mind to do whatever it takes to make you love one happy.

Thanks for all the advices & cheering me up, Denise & Meatball.

You both came into my life and has been someone important in my life.

God tought me to forgive & forget, I shall use it & start to let go all the grudges n forgive one another.

It feels so much better <3

It is you!

You might not know.

But I miss you <3

Do I deserve to feel this way and tear apart for you?

You had given more than 2years time.

Accompanying is giving out it doesn't show you appreciate.

It ends here.

tears*

I felt like crying out of a sudden,

talk about it make my tears roll down on my cheek.

I felt lonely,

I miss my daddy so much.

This is most of the reasons why.

The other part of it was cause I'm afraid my other part of my life can't spend as much time as possible to keep me company instead of being alone most of the time.

I wonder why I would care about friends first even sometimes ppl which is not worth to,

I care but when I fall apart would you even rmb that I've been there for you?

I already found one of my true friend that I could trust,

n will be there supporting me all the way,

she so cute lah she told me how she felt today,

It touches me in a way : )

You know I'm talking about u right!

Memories I had with my dad, even though it had been 2years but It never faded a lil in my heart.

Once in awhile thinking about it, tear would filled up my eyes.

I miss you, how wish ure there to hear me and be with us.

Life wasn't easy, that's life.

Santhini : )

Went Santhini for dinner today,

the food sucks lah.

Never go there for dinner again ;x

Anyway, thanks for tonight :)

I'm sorry If I'm too over.

Pictures taken!

sayangku <3

It feels like years not seeing you already!

I miss you lah Girlfriend.

Anyway, I've been busy with work lately and rarely talk to you much.

Your in my heart still & always : )

Whenever decision you made, I'll support you all the way as how you do to me.

Hold you when you fall apart,

Be there for you when you need someone to talk to,

always being a great friend I will.

As I said, I always 24/7 on for you, whenever you need me I'll be there.

Our friendship counts, it will neva ends.

It will last forever cause you & I are great friends <3

LOVES!

I'm lucky to have a great friend like you, I would appreciate god send you to me : )

BALL.BALL

1st Job of mine

It was my 2nd day of work.

First day, I saw Brandon Khoo :)

My 2nd break time, I went night market and saw BALLBALLKU with her mama :)

They laugh at me, Lol!

I had blister on both of my legs! T.T

He came in and visit me, and my bunch of friends came into the shop and make Fun of me while paying! Geram Betul! Watch out when you ppl get to work!

Quite pressure to work as a cashier!

Grrrh!

Had to face the "OLD WOMAN" everyday, suffering the very!

Sigh..!

Its not easy to work for people, so people study hard instead of working for people.

<3

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miss ballball <3

It feels like a Holiday :)

Holidays still almost months to go,

but I already felt like holidays to me since after Pmr.

I'm not okay, but okay :)

Life is tough, up and down in life, as usual.

Suppose to go interview in Gsc but freaking out ;x

I had lots of fun these days, except for Genting trip.

Sometimes things happened just so sudden and you wish it was not true but is the fact that you've to accept it, No way to escape but take it even how much it hurts.

You told me you felt useless, can't give us the best.

Is already the best that what we've now, even though things are different from last time when dad was here,

somehow just lack of love from you thats all.

You're negative, I don't know how to show u my love and it sounds awkward comforting my mom in a direct way.

Truely, I care & I love you.

I hope you know that.

Life's unfair, the bad peoples live longer than good peoples.

I starting my work on Monday,

gonna eperience working,

God bless me!

I'll catch up with yall once I'm free <3

LovesPeaples, text me anything : )

Cocoa Banana :)

Dance like there's No Tomorrow :)

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Next day go to school, super Awesome.

Fell asleep in the hall, school is so boring.

I finally make up my mind and decided to take sub science even though I didn't really want to.

I wish to take art ;(

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Final Answer was

1. Pakej B

2. Pakej C

3. Pakej A

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Take Sub SCIENCE :)

A suprise party for Meatball <3

I thought plan screwed up and had quite big disappointment when the more you found out.

Worry that If you didn't like it.

Sadly, Panda can't make it when I supposed to suprise her along with Meatball.

Seriously happy that everyone of you enjoyed, no joke!

We sang, we dance, we drink, we eat and had lotsa Fun :D

The guys gone hyper. LOL.

Glad tau I make you would like to step in to Karaoke once more :)

Muahahaha, I've another karaoke partner!

Our so called genting was Awesome, but in some moment some jerk spoiled your mood!

Slap, punch, kick or Kill HIM!

Thanks for being there for me all time, ILY.

Always do.

Wow! Someone spoiled my mood too, geram betul.

Think before you talked!

Pictures with some friends!

She is engaged to me <33 Dun Touch her, She's my property now :)

Me, Meatball, HuiXian :)

ZennZenn, Rachie, Meatball And I : )

The Girls :)

SayangKu ; BrotherKu :)

Happy Sweet 15th Birthday, Bro : )

Remembering how we met during primary, thats cute.

Hahaha.

Never thought I would be as close with you, you're goodfriend that would be there to help when I'm in troubles.

You've grown up one year elder, need to think twice whatever you do.

Dun make ur mom sakit hati & always argue with ur sis ok.

One day you will notice that how important family are : )

Appreciate before its too late.

You're a Joker la, a sick one :P

You're lame, but make you cool!

Your Awesome la!

Always know that I'm here for you :)

Sorry previously I made you felt I didn't care much, but If you notice I always do.

Always my bro : )

Stop taking cigarra! I WARN U ;s

LASTLY, HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT N CELEBRATION!

:)

HAPPY SWEET 15th BIRTHDAY!

I LOVE YOU ! <3