Monday, November 29, 2010

Heartbreak punishment

I am strong
I can take the hit
Throw it my way
My mistakes, my regrets
I tempted fate
Playing a game
Where karma only wins

Take the hit
Throw the pain away
I did this
Brought this upon myself

There’s no hiding
There’s no disguising

Heartbroken and crushed
No more than what’s deserved

You can see the hurt
Written in every line

Tears held back
Only for a moment
Can’t escape the feeling
Drowning in despair

An ache in my chest
A shread of hope, shattered
Pieces scattered
Emptiness
Nothingness
Nothing remains
But a shadow of what was
What could have been
What will never be

Screaming at the top of my head
Bearing the weight of past mistakes
Current regrets
Not able to turn back
Powerless and afraid
Half my soul lost
Faded away into blackness

My turn to sufer
My turn turn to pray
To never give up hope for someday

My heart in tears

Its been a year
Since that day
That tore you away
Its on replay
Each time I go
Back to change
Everything said
everything done
it last but for a moment
then its gone
reality sets in
and I’ve lost
everything.