Pull the Trigger

Pull the Trigger

Shattered heart

 Shattered soul

You had it all

But lost control

Now its gone

Slipped away

No longer yours

His heart is hers

Want to crumble

Breakdown and cry

Its all over

Say your goodbyes

Hopes disappear

Nothings left here

Clinging to the edge

Make the jump

Loaded gun

Your aim was true

Better to have loved and lost

Not at all.

Heartbreak punishment

I am strong

I can take the hit

Throw it my way

My mistakes, my regrets

I tempted fate

Playing a game

Where karma only wins

Take the hit

Throw the pain away

I did this

Brought this upon myself

There’s no hiding

There’s no disguising

Heartbroken and crushed

No more than what’s deserved

You can see the hurt

Written in every line

Tears held back

Only for a moment

Can’t escape the feeling

Drowning in despair

An ache in my chest

A shread of hope, shattered

Pieces scattered

Emptiness

Nothingness

Nothing remains

But a shadow of what was

What could have been

What will never be

Screaming at the top of my head

Bearing the weight of past mistakes

Current regrets

Not able to turn back

Powerless and afraid

Half my soul lost

Faded away into blackness

My turn to sufer

My turn turn to pray

To never give up hope for someday

My heart in tears

Its been a year

Since that day

That tore you away

Its on replay

Each time I go

Back to change

Everything said

everything done

it last but for a moment

then its gone

reality sets in

and I’ve lost

everything.