I am strong
I can take the hit
Throw it my way
My mistakes, my regrets
I tempted fate
Playing a game
Where karma only wins
Take the hit
Throw the pain away
I did this
Brought this upon myself
There’s no hiding
There’s no disguising
Heartbroken and crushed
No more than what’s deserved
You can see the hurt
Written in every line
Tears held back
Only for a moment
Can’t escape the feeling
Drowning in despair
An ache in my chest
A shread of hope, shattered
Pieces scattered
Emptiness
Nothingness
Nothing remains
But a shadow of what was
What could have been
What will never be
Screaming at the top of my head
Bearing the weight of past mistakes
Current regrets
Not able to turn back
Powerless and afraid
Half my soul lost
Faded away into blackness
My turn to sufer
My turn turn to pray
To never give up hope for someday